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		<title>&#8216;Show and Tell&#8217;</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 20:26:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ryan Lelache</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I can&#8217;t hold on to the past without reaching towards the future. It tears my body in half, ripping along the sutures. Sometimes the bee stings aren&#8217;t in a place we require to find where the poison comes from. Sometimes the worst things are those that sit secretly in our homes. My hands are on [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bigcranberry.wordpress.com&amp;blog=6364995&amp;post=79&amp;subd=bigcranberry&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I can&#8217;t hold on to the past<br />
without reaching towards the future.<br />
It tears my body in half,<br />
ripping along the sutures.</p>
<p>Sometimes the bee stings<br />
aren&#8217;t in a place we require to find where the poison comes from.<br />
Sometimes the worst things<br />
are those that sit secretly in our homes.</p>
<p>My hands are on fire,<br />
but not a single bit of flame is in sight and<br />
my eyes are bleeding<br />
and burning so I can&#8217;t tell red from white,<br />
wrong from right.</p>
<p>Unwanted dissent;<br />
the ranks are all restless and can&#8217;t find their bearings.<br />
They&#8217;ll take directions<br />
from beggars and choosers and all who will share them.</p>
<p>This old machine head<br />
with its steam-powered engine and old rusted gears<br />
hands out the answers,<br />
and why should we doubt what&#8217;s been working for so many years.<br />
What do we hear?</p>
<p>My ears are ringing<br />
with the sounds of the cries that have fallen from dried out tongues.<br />
It&#8217;s so misleading;<br />
these show-and-tell lives left with nothing to hold on.</p>
<p>The play resuming,<br />
the players dance on to the beat of the same old drummer.<br />
So unassuming,<br />
the seasons all blend till we can&#8217;t tell one from the other.<br />
No summer.</p>
<p>Missing out on the present presented,<br />
casting eternal stones.<br />
So much of me invented<br />
that I don&#8217;t know what to call my own.</p>
<p>My hands are shaking,<br />
my heart is racing, and I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;m here.<br />
My earth is quaking.<br />
How long will it crumble before I just disappear?</p>
<p>This corpse decaying<br />
gives life to the rest as it&#8217;s drained of all its own.<br />
Soft voices saying,<br />
&#8216;It&#8217;s not yet your time, but some day you will be shown<br />
all that&#8217;s known<br />
and you&#8217;ll be home&#8217;.</p>
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		<title>&#8216;seeds of Spring&#8217;</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 23:17:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ryan Lelache</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[sun of Summer seeds of Spring frost and cold the Winter brings but in Autumn seeds are sown and birds no longer sing what a simple creature, your needs so few need to climb and chew, don&#8217;t you? burying each treasure for later waiting, humbly, for the Spring each thing dug up, all yours every [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bigcranberry.wordpress.com&amp;blog=6364995&amp;post=76&amp;subd=bigcranberry&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>sun of Summer<br />
seeds of Spring<br />
frost and cold<br />
the Winter brings</p>
<p>but in Autumn<br />
seeds are sown<br />
and birds no longer sing</p>
<p>what a simple creature, your needs so few<br />
need to climb and chew, don&#8217;t you?<br />
burying each treasure for later<br />
waiting, humbly, for the Spring<br />
each thing dug up, all yours<br />
every last one of your Autumn stores<br />
no shell, no mess, no touch<br />
left as such<br />
to feed you when the Summer sun<br />
comes with its Summer heat<br />
begging you to come and eat<br />
but, so protective of your feast<br />
when I approach, you&#8217;re quick to run<br />
to flee</p>
<p>unaware of the nuts and seeds<br />
tucked away in my hand I keep<br />
to sow for you<br />
unknown to you<br />
now given to the other few<br />
waiting for this mother who<br />
gives you more to stash<br />
keeps you away from digging trash</p>
<p>but hold on<br />
here comes the frost<br />
all your sustainence lost<br />
sleep now, child<br />
you&#8217;ll wake up soon<br />
simple creature, needs so few<br />
with life in Spring anew</p>
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		<title>&#8216;empty hole, unempty head&#8217;</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 23:14:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ryan Lelache</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Mind empty, and mouth full of filth, Lost and surrendered with no one of my ilk. My cut of the cloth, tattered and stained, Mindless with only ten percent of my brain. Tale told, myself sold for a trinket. So bold, never thought I could think such thing. My mouth sings what my heart strings. [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bigcranberry.wordpress.com&amp;blog=6364995&amp;post=71&amp;subd=bigcranberry&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Mind empty, and mouth full of filth,<br />
Lost and surrendered with no one of my ilk.<br />
My cut of the cloth, tattered and stained,<br />
Mindless with only ten percent of my brain.</p>
<p>Tale told, myself sold for a trinket.<br />
So bold, never thought I could think<br />
such thing.  My mouth sings what my heart strings.<br />
It brings so much that I cannot put my finger on.</p>
<blockquote><p>This reserve untapped, unspoken words,<br />
Unfinished thoughts, inactive verbs.<br />
Untold stories explain the absurd.<br />
So incomplete, so much unheard.</p></blockquote>
<p>These birds fly without any direction,<br />
Fox filled by his own foolish deception,<br />
Truths told by unearthed incorrection,<br />
Lives lived through death and discretion.</p>
<p>This train, wrecked.  This plane won&#8217;t fly.<br />
These minds of ours refuse to die.<br />
Lessons unlearned, so much unknown,<br />
That only in the light is shown.</p>
<blockquote>
<p style="text-align:left;">down the rabbit hole<br />
deep in the trees<br />
search through the dark<br />
down on our knees</p>
</blockquote>
<blockquote><p>This reserve untapped, unspoken words,<br />
Unfinished thoughts, inactive verbs.<br />
Untold stories explain the absurd.<br />
So incomplete, so much unheard.</p></blockquote>
<blockquote><p>These seas unsailed, these shores unbeached,<br />
Mountains unscaled, depths yet unreached,<br />
Parables, lessons, all still unteached,<br />
Blood in the brain, siphoned and leeched.</p></blockquote>
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<p style="text-align:left;">down the rabbit hole<br />
foxlike and swift<br />
caught in the briar patch<br />
receiving my gift</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">bleeding and broken<br />
bleeding and broken<br />
down on my knees<br />
my prayers received<br />
these prayers unspoken</p>
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